Angled shot of the bookshelves in Trinity College Library.

Sometimes knowing just isn’t enough

You'd think that collectively 
We humans
By now
We'd know what to do

We have millennia of spiritual wisdom
Centuries of science
Is there any new art we need to master
Any new insight we need to gain? 

Even now people have spotted we've been getting it wrong 
And have been rehearsing fresh ways to live
So we know about regenerative farming
How restored watershed habitats soak up flood water
We know that harvesting elemental energy
Is better than burning our fossilised kin
We know conservation will be fruitless without systemic change

We've come up with different economic systems to try
Degrowth, Doughnut Economics or the Green New Deal
But few are honest about the chasm between 
Our lifestyles now and the changes implied
We'll have to accept vastly reduced life expectations
Let our sense of entitlement go
And make the space to grieve the loss

But also we know this looks weird as a global solution 
In a world where our colonial past is ingrained
We never really shook off the colonial habit
We still inculcate Western ideals 
Bind others with our markets 
Use worldliness as a lure
To infiltrate traditions
And undermine self-sustaining ways of life

In exchange for an income from our system
People bulldoze rainforests 
To plant soya crop 
To feed beef 
To fill wealthy bellies
Children mine lithium and rare earths
For our phones and electric cars
Becoming dependent on our consumption
On scraps from our table
But with degrowth 
We pull the plug on even those slim pickings
Our commitments evaporating 
Leaving behind barren or toxic lands
That may never revive
All this should make us angrier than it does

There's something similar close to home with Covid 
Where our self-employed and owners of small businesses
Once vaunted as entrepreneurs 
Are now abandoned by the system that egged them on
They were sold self-reliance and independence as virtues
But this was just sugar coating for the risks they took 
A smokescreen for exploitation 

We know that systems of global capital call the shots
That they have become a surrogate for mother earth
Offering false comfort, false nurturing, false security
And we can see where this is leading us
We know about the fragility of closely coupled systems
We know what happens when a herd overgrazes the pasture
We know that civilisations come and go
And we've a good idea how this happens
They get top heavy and topple over

So when 
- I mean if -
We shift down through the gears
We know we need to take everyone with us
Everyone, of every nation or none
And not cut those ensnared in our business
Adrift in our wake
But we do know how to be kind
We know love is expanding yourself to have room to nurture another
We know that comparison makes us unhappy
We know we are collectively diverse and individually precious 
We know that bodies of any size and shape have beauty
We know how to sit with our feelings 
Rather than wrestle or subdue them
Although this is something we're not often taught

We know addiction stems from trauma and unmet need
And while we know about healing
We swallow the idea we should tough it out
Conceal our vulnerability
Or are put in a position where we have little choice
This is because the system 
Recoils from the ugliness of pain
Shies away from paying for care
Avoids seeing us as fully human

But we know that communities confer strength
That democratic renewal is long overdue 
We know it needs to be radically inclusive
Of everyone, not just who we think of first
Or those with whom we identify
Or feel comfortable with
Everyone, those non-human persons who are our wild kin
Everyone, even those tarnished and disgraced
We know we need to reach out to those we see as strangers
But mistrust and suspicion are rife 
We know how even progressive social movements 
Subtly tempt us 
To make power plays within our conversations
And found new hierarchies on our liberal virtues 
We know we need to resist labelling people as selfish and stupid
And be curious and compassionate instead

We know not to run everything as if it were a business
We know we need reason to act and spirituality to grow
We know that art enriches us all
We know there is value in stillness
We know to encourage enterprise
We know that creativity is fulfilling
We know how to build trust and how it is easily lost
We know we are part of the ecology we are casually unpicking

We know that extinctions are accelerating
Insects dying
Corals bleaching
And although we know how to rewild
It makes us feel uncomfortable 
It has an unfamiliar look to it
Messy, tangled, scarily untamed 
It feels passive too, as if we're being lazy
We know we have to let go of stories that have us in control

We know the world is heating faster than we imagined
Because of this
There are people dying and peoples displaced 
We know that climate change isn’t in the future 
It's playing out now in stop motion
Fires one moment
Thawing permafrost another
Then heatwave
Or flood
Or glacial collapse

We know there are tipping points
Invisible thresholds
Like event horizons
That only allow you to pass one way
We're in that uncertain liminal space
In the fog on the mountain crag
Unsure with our incautious steps
If the moment of safety has already passed
Sometimes knowing just isn't enough

As this poem is about what we know, in many of the verses I’ve mostly been paraphrasing ideas that I’ve read about. This is most closely the case for the following writers: George Monbiot, Bell Hooks, Robin Wall Kimmerer, Charles Eisenstein, Jean-Paul Satre, Marshall Rosenberg, Timothy Morton, Isabella Tree, Karen Armstrong, Donna Harroway and Sandy Ibrahim.

The picture of Trinity College library in Dublin is by George Hodan. The glyph is (apparently) an ancient Egyptian symbol for wisdom. Both images are available for reuse under a public domain creative commons license: https://creativecommons.org/publicdomain/zero/1.0/

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